adam88 wrote:
Do some of wonder, when Swan is walking through the Tunnel off screen by himself, like Hinton did in the book, he contemplated on his life?  Sometimes I believe, that if he did spend a large amount of time in there, he came face to face with his demons, and really got in touch with himself.  He realized his path in life, and who and where he is going as an individual person.  Does anyone have any view on this?  I for one think, Swan really opened his mind and saw the truth of his persona.
"CONTEMPLATIVE TUNNEL"?? 

LOLOLOLOLOLOL 
 
dude..... 
would you go write a damn book, already??
or write a social, and society, satire column!!
its a movie, for crist-sake!!! ::)
man, whered you grow up?
youve got this fasination, with the hoodlum, mind!! 
man, trust me..
it aint half as deep, as you try and make it out to be!
survival, aint all that complcated to understand.
every one in that position, re-examines theyre life.
as do most people, in life.
theres no big mystery, to the tunnel.
or the movie, or society.
dude just had enough, period!!
now let me ask you this, since were analyzing, here.
do ya think he really left, after that?
ya know, "just take off"
my mom threw me out, when i was 17. 
5 days, after being shot, twice.
wasnt even healed yet.
and she literally woke me up, by beating me, with one of my shoes!!
(and i got big feet!) LOL
telling me, she didnt want "this" anymore!
and couldnt deal with me coming home in the middle of the night, half-dead, anymore.
"theyre gonna kill you, Michael"
"when are you gonna stop this sh*t??"
"i cant watch this, anymore!"
"im not gonna be here, for the phone call!"
she was right, btw! 
 
 
and probably saved my life, by making me leave.
but, thats not the point!! LOLOL
anyway..
but guess what?
i didnt leave.
after being homless, for a few months. 
and ending up in cook county jail, for about 4 months..
my sister finally let me move in with her, in the suburbs.
and guess where i was, every weekend, and free second, i had?
yeah, right back to my old neighborhood!
i kept goin back.
i hated the suburbs!!
i still do! 
 
everybody always says.."just leave, get out of it!"
"just stop!"
its not always easy, to just "leave"!
and sometimes, "change" is scarier, and more frightening.. 
then where your already at, and what your already doing.